复读 延安大桥之东西南北路

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复读，就是把蜡烛放在嘴里嚼，没有味道，只是必须把胃填饱。真难吃！后悔没用功于水粉画，只差一分！要不然，我第一次就会考上的！真想大哭一场！复读对我来说，就是服毒。女朋友就这样从地球消失了，未来，没钱，没家的我，犹如一只流浪狗，在用哀怜的目光，求助世界！

人生的十字路口，处处都是，你只有一次机会，通往自己最正确的光明大道！

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延安大桥之南是西安美院的路，我背起师妹小坛子的铺盖卷，走过延河，眼泪止不住的流进延河里，我画的比她好，学文化课也比她用功，可是，我没有考上！苍天！怨啊！我轻声的问了一下小坛子，你的素描是怎样过的？她说，简单，我妈给文化馆的老师要了张素描头像，我在考场临摹一下就过了！那色彩哪，我急切的问道，她说，我要了两张静物色彩的画，在考场临了一张就考过了。她淡淡的回答我，对我，犹如惊雷！这样的事我一生也想不到，也永远不会做！如果是这样，我靠不上也罢！我要用真才实学考上美院！当年只有长途汽车到西安，我把小坛子的行李绑在车顶，挥手送她的那一刻，我哭的犹如泪人！

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延安大桥之东是开往桥沟飞机场的路，那里有一个监狱，在沟里。

我的美术学校的同学，大家都叫他【诗人】，是的，他的情诗写了几堆，也许是青春期发作，无法发泄的荷尔蒙演变为廉价的恋爱，对着空气书写爱的意欲。

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他有一个姐姐，姐夫，都在工地打工，穷的掉渣。没钱结婚，诗人在凤凰山上找到一个方法，他遇到一个游客，忽悠游客说，你有大难，我可以给你解救，你明天拿来三万元，我给你在庙里求一个万年顺，你便可以生活无忧。第二天，在约好的凤凰山上，当诗人手接到三万元的那一瞬间，几个公安扑向诗人，把手铐拷进诗人的手腕！压着走向延安大桥的东面，进了桥沟监狱。

我的同学就这样，一个向东，一个向南，走了，别了，我亲爱的战友！我想起一句诗，孔雀东南飞，五里一徘徊！

人生就是如此！成功与失败，就在一瞬间！

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