番外三（短文）

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诸葛大力的内心独白

当我收到他的这条短信时，心莫名的很痛，这就是心痛的感觉吗？我的泪水止不住的往下掉落，痛到无法呼吸……脑海里竟全是他的画面，他们的第一次相遇，第一次分手，又复合，第一次过情人节，他送自己了一个挖掘机的乐高，平时抠门的他却为自己送了一个好几千块钱的礼物……他可以为了自己去努力变的更好，只为能配的上自己……我不明白他为什么要和我分手，明明答应了我等我回来……

她站在公寓的阳台上，胳膊搭着栏杆，微微抬着头，吹着冷风，现在是深秋，上海的夜晚总归会有些冷，她打了一个寒颤，想来是自己穿太少了，要是他在的话，会心疼的吧……想着想着，苦涩的笑了，无法挽回了吗？张伟……我好想你……

PS：不好意思，前天码字码到一小半太困了就睡了，最近学校作业留的巨多，第二天给忘了更了，为了补偿，明天上午12点，2更，下午4点，1更，共更三章（对不住了，今天文章水了些，明天开始更主线）

片尾曲：Gentleman

Iwannabetheoneyoualwayscanrelyon

Betheonetoholdyouthroughthenightstorm

Bethegentlemanthatyouneednomatterhowlong

I'mafightuntilfree

findourfreedomfromdefeat

Iwannahonorwhoyouare，nottry'naplayon

Seetheotherguysyoureliedon

Theybrokeyourheartbutitgrewstrong

Wecanbetheperfectlovesong

andwatchtheskiesfall

Wakeupinthemorningfromthenightscalm

Andseethesunrisewhilewestaytall

Perfectintuition，you'remyangeloneIvisioned

thatIalwayscouldenvision

Tobewifeyformychildrencuztogetherwecanfly

ForeveryouandIonthismission

Thatwecalllovethatdefineallthewishes

YeaI'magentlemanforlife

Alwaysneedforawife

Inthiscoldworld，inthiscoldworld

I'llbetheonetocatchyou

whenyourefallingfromthesky

I'llbetheonetoholdyoubaby

togetherwecanfly

Babylet'sfly，babyyouandI

Babyholdonwecanmakeitintime

Babylet'sfly，babyyouandI

Babyholdonwecanmakeitintime

InevertoldyouhowIloveyou

keptmyheartontheotherside

Lookingforasaferride，easiertosaygoodbye

SobadwhenIwantitbutfrontwhenIloseit

SoIturntothemusic

Andyouturntoyourphone

andyouwishwhatwehad

willremaininourhome

fromthenameswewerecall

Neverwasagentleman

makingscenesatthemall

Yeajustforthelittlethings

alwayswassoignorant

Neverthoughtthelove

thatyoubringwasthebestforme

Andyouthesmarterme

I'mtheloserinthistragedy

Intheuglyside，gentlyblindedme

Noromeoinsideofme，tobeginwithbeproud

Inmyheadwouldbetimepatientthroughthefights

Onthisstagewecalllife，wecanglideyouandI

Complicatedfromthestart，soweaimingforthestars

Startwiththesentiment，I'magentleman

I'llbetheonetocatchyou

whenyou'refallingfromthesky

I'llbetheonetoholdyoubaby

togetherwecanfly

Babylet'sfly，babyyouandI

Babyholdonwecanmakeitintime

Babylet'sfly，babyyouandI

Babyholdonwecanmakeitintime